After reading more BPD articles, I gradually think that my former boyfriend is a BPD. Our relationship had been a stormy one, he's already a 45 years old man, so I expect him to be a mature person, but most of the time, he behaves like a child or sometimes like a 20s immature person.
Three months after the beginning of our relationship, he started yelling at me (for over 30 minutes), just 'cause I casually mentioned a friend's name whom he hates very much. From then on, he would yell at me when I said something that he thought intimidate him (to me, just very ordinary day-to-day conversation). I was pissed off ('cause I didn't expect him to be a BPD), we quarrelled and it hurt me very much. But when he's in a normal state, he's very sweet, polite and kind. I was very confused by his multiple behaviour, 'cause it's not logic at all!
Now that we have broken up, I realize that he may be a BPD, but I'm afraid to tell me, 'cause he sure will yell at me, and said that I curse him. Moreover, he hurted me so much, that now I didn't bother to call him or communicate w/ him, not that I hate him, but I'm just very tired of all those unhappy and nasty feelings he gave me.
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